think of one thing in this whole wide world you wouldn't wanna miss

11:11

i'm not always aware of the time. i only own one watch and god knows how long it's stopped working for. i can rely on my phone nowadays. technology i know. it's quite handy really, but there's only one time i truly truly look out for.

 

11:11

i don't know where i read this from. think it's some kind of movie or something, but i always make a wish at 11:11. always. 

i take the business of making wishes very seriously. sometimes even too seriously. i guess it's one of my quirky little habits. like naming everything i own. my laptop's called fred and my camera's leila. (i've read somewhere about my naming habit. apparently i'm verging on becoming mad. then again, all the best people are.)

i'm not superstitious. well i guess i am, but i don't like to think of myself that way. who doesn't want to be the strong one who doesn't rely on anyone else? who doesn't want to be the intelligent one who knows everything she comes across? who doesn't want to be the lucky one who has no troubles to deal with at all? me. i want it to be me. 

i'm probably not making any sense to you, but i am to myself and that's all that matters. sometimes it's good to know there's someone watching over you, listening to your prayers and wishes. it gets really lonely when no one else understands you. maybe wishing upon a time would mean someone understands and is able to help with the situation. 

11.11

who knows when i'm going to stop this little habit of mine. who knows if i'm going to stop at all. all that matters is that i have someone or something above to rely on. 

if you wish hard enough, you'll get it. 

oh and that person on earth too. that person who brings you all the hopes and joys. 

happy 11:11.