- why is life so unfair?
- why are people so mean?
- where did my money go?
- where did i leave my other shoe?
- did i down that drink too quickly? (or should i get another?)
- maybe prostitution would work out if school doesn't?
- why i do care and others don't?
- what if i'm not on the right track?
- maybe that person doesn't want to stay in my life?
- shots or champagne? (champagne if you're feeling classy)
scary thing is i don't have answer to all most of the questions (just because i don't want to answer the one about money evaporating doesn't mean i don't know where i've spent it. it just means i don't want to remember). to me, answers are everything, so is the process, but answers all the way. however, i feel like my perspective's changing. maybe the process is important too.
it's like shopping to all you ladies out there. that black and white tartan bomber jacket is great and looks beautiful on, but choosing it was fun too. i'm a big online shopper and every second passed feels like a race. "ohh, do you think anyone's chosen the same thing? must buy soon" or "maybe someone else wants it more" or even "DAMN IT'S ON SALE. I CAN'T SAY NO TO THAT". this is what i mean by process. process can be fun too.
i guess the main point now is to experience and enjoy the ride. i'm still young and all i have to do is just to learn to stand on my own two feet.
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