i can't live for anybody, i gotta live my life for me

sometimes in life, we all lose our aim and goal. it's the same with me right now. just like what tom hansen in "500 days of summer" has said:

bro, i second that. HOWEVER, i don't think living in the past and forgetting about the future is what we should do, so i'm just going to tell you 50 things you probably didn't know about me. just to give you an idea what i am actually like, and to give me a moment just to recap on my life as a whole. things are gonna be fine at the end. it can only be so hard in the process.

1. i have very small hands. my palm is 8 cm long and my whole hand is 16 cm long (middle finger. gotta count the longest finger).
2. i like any kind of green candy. doesn't matter if it's lime, green apple or even grass. if it's green, i'm sold.
3. i have a phobia of breaking my shoes. so if i really like a pair, i would always get a back-up pair.
4. blue is my favourite colour. especially baby blue. always has been and always will be.
5. i don't wear rings, because i lose them. i only have two pinky ones that my brother got me.
6. my phone's always on vibrate, but when it's not, my ringtone's the batman theme song and i sing to it all the time.
7. i've always gone to a girls' school. this explains my inadequacy in socialising with the opposite sex. 
8. i can't cook.
9. i watch way too many cartoons for my own good. it's my guilty pleasure.
10. speaking about guilty pleasures, i've watched footloose and i know all the words to it.
11. i cannot get the hang of replying messages. i just can't cope with all things people want to say to me.
12. when someone fullstops me in a text message, i think they're mad at me.
13. i used to play the piano and the violin. now i play the harp and the guitar. typical asian parents forcing their children into playing an instrument. 
14. i never play my toenails, but i paint my nails every other day.
15. i'm 1/8th thai. 
16. i collect bottle caps and lighters. 
17. i have three tattoos and i'm planning on getting more. not big ones, but tiny, discrete ones.
18. i am agyrophobic. i run when i cross roads.
19. i use anything, and i stress ANYTHING, as a bookmark. sometimes even money. whatever's near man #confessionsofalazyperson
20. eyeshadow doesn't go with my face, but i still keep getting them thinking i would be able to rock it.
21. never will i cut my hair short. never.
22. i put my hair up in a bun when i'm in school.
23. my friends call me samancho.
24. my family calls me fat cat.
25. i am addicted to soup. especially cream of mushroom soup. best invention ever.
26. 9gag is my favourite website in the world. it comes before my blog. 
27. i've got 7 piercings and they're all on my ears.
28. i love spicy food. i love it.
29. teddy bears. enough said.
30. i wish i could deejay.
31. i have a terrible sense of direction. sometimes i don't go home, because i don't know my way.
32. i have never stuck a poster near my bed. my mom doesn't approve of it.
33. i have 7 film cameras. i still want more. #ihaveaproblem
34. all my work has to be in the callibri font and in size 11, or else i get upset.
35. i was born in october. my fave month.
36. i only have one pair of sunnies.
37. i love vans. i love them. i LOOOOOOOOOOVE them.
38. i hate my chinese name. call me by my chinese name and i'll sue you.
39. when i'm in school, i go to school in my pjs. 
40. this is getting tedious. i'm a boring person.
41. i can quote mean girls and she's the man.
42. i loveeee the pink panther. it's so cuteee.
43. someday i'll own a pair of louboutins.
44. i can't walk in heels, but i can run in them. i've got talent.
45. i wear my brother's clothes all the time.
46. i bite my nails when i'm nervous.
47. i like concerts.
48. i'm 5'4''.
49. i want to live by the sea.
50. i don't eat mangoes.

here. 50 random facts about me. until next time, stay safe and wear protection.